Welp, apparently G has buzzed off for a long time, which of course means that I'm stuck inside of here for awhile, with nothing to do but read as my main point of entertainment. Now, I would be ok with that, if, you know, Ghost had any fiction books over here, seriously, would it kill you to have at least ONE C. Clarke book? Fuck's sake. Nope, all he has over here are Chemistry, Quantum Physics, Mathematics and other, knowledge forwarding type of books. And while I'm all for expanding ones knowledge, for me personally? This is too boring.
However, what G DOES have is his blog list, which... man it's fucking long, seriously, no joke, this thing is fucking long. It's a list of all the blogs he has been keeping an eye on for quite some time now, some crossed out, some labeled as "Fake" and others labeled as "Dead". To be honest, this list scares the shit out of me, because it shows for how long he has been doing it and those blogs are not short by any means, a good portion of them are fucking long, so I can not imagine how he could possibly read through all of these and remember all the important details.
So that's what I'm doing for entertainment, I'm reading about other people's tragic attempts at trying to stay alive, or even defeat the evil stick man. And now I realize how much of a horrible person that previous sentence makes me sound. Sorry.
But yeah, I've started reading, in an attempt to at the very least, learn a few things here and there, so that when Ghost decides to kick me out, I can survive for a long enough time on my own.
Anyway, one thing I noted about all of those blogs is that, there used to be a shit ton of people communicating with each other, it just blows my mind to be quite honest. And then it all just went silent, I guess people can take only so much of potential hope getting squandered at the end, I can understand how it can bum lots of people out of this blogging business, which actually made me wonder on why the fuck I do it.
I know Ghost does it to preserve his memory, but me? I guess it's because I just want to chat with people, because truth be told, G is not a great conversationalist unless it's something research related. And I'm kind of stuck in here, so yeah, I guess chatting with other people about trivial shit is exactly why I blog.
Which is why I'm glad that Min is around, you rock.
Tuesday 4 April 2017
Thursday 23 March 2017
Yeah right.
Hey everyone, long time no talk.
Last time you've seen me post here, was when I went against Ghost's orders and decided to leave our humble abode in order to help a girl named Katherine, who is apparently new to all of this, just like me. Main difference being of course, she doesn't have a person like Ghost with her, who can at the very least, explain the gist of everything, not that G did that with me, I kind of just read up on everything myself.
So for a while I was with Katherine, helping her out and just overall looking after her, until we got separated, I tried looking for her, but she messaged me saying that she had found her friend Kyle, who seems to know the ropes of everything and according to her, has been with her through all of this, hence why I finally decided to come back here.
Speaking of Ghost, I came back right as he was in a hurry to leave somewhere, didn't say where and why, he just told me that he is annoyed with me and kindly asked me to lock myself in the room he used to hold me in when I was, I think you guys call it, hollowed.
So of course, I didn't do that and here I am typing away. Although I don't want to push my luck any further, so I'm going to restrain from going against his orders, one of the most important ones being, not to leave this place, unless he is there to supervise. I already annoyed him enough and the time I spent with Katherine, I've learned to appreciate the peace and quiet me, and G have here, and since he made such a big stink over the fact that I went against his orders and how it could potentially lead to this place getting compromised, I'm not going to be pulling stunts like that, any time soon, again.
However, I do not regret doing what I did, not one bit, Katherine is a really sweet girl who wouldn't harm a fly, let alone a person, I couldn't turn down her plea for help.
As for the adventures me and Katherine had while we were together, she said she would type out a post about it on her blog, so if you want the details, I'd suggest keeping an eye on her blog, or I could link to it in my next post, if I ever write another one, what with G being annoyed with me.
Anybody have any idea where he was off to?
Last time you've seen me post here, was when I went against Ghost's orders and decided to leave our humble abode in order to help a girl named Katherine, who is apparently new to all of this, just like me. Main difference being of course, she doesn't have a person like Ghost with her, who can at the very least, explain the gist of everything, not that G did that with me, I kind of just read up on everything myself.
So for a while I was with Katherine, helping her out and just overall looking after her, until we got separated, I tried looking for her, but she messaged me saying that she had found her friend Kyle, who seems to know the ropes of everything and according to her, has been with her through all of this, hence why I finally decided to come back here.
Speaking of Ghost, I came back right as he was in a hurry to leave somewhere, didn't say where and why, he just told me that he is annoyed with me and kindly asked me to lock myself in the room he used to hold me in when I was, I think you guys call it, hollowed.
So of course, I didn't do that and here I am typing away. Although I don't want to push my luck any further, so I'm going to restrain from going against his orders, one of the most important ones being, not to leave this place, unless he is there to supervise. I already annoyed him enough and the time I spent with Katherine, I've learned to appreciate the peace and quiet me, and G have here, and since he made such a big stink over the fact that I went against his orders and how it could potentially lead to this place getting compromised, I'm not going to be pulling stunts like that, any time soon, again.
However, I do not regret doing what I did, not one bit, Katherine is a really sweet girl who wouldn't harm a fly, let alone a person, I couldn't turn down her plea for help.
As for the adventures me and Katherine had while we were together, she said she would type out a post about it on her blog, so if you want the details, I'd suggest keeping an eye on her blog, or I could link to it in my next post, if I ever write another one, what with G being annoyed with me.
Anybody have any idea where he was off to?
Monday 20 March 2017
Post #20: Alternate Liquids - Antiazoth
Alright, so here it is, the big one.
I'e spent so much time reading their logs and documentations on this particular liquid they were developing, I thought I'd never finish, they went through a very difficult process to create this antidote, according to their logs, this antidote has been in development since the 80's. I had to go through 31 years of documentation, I had trouble remembering everything I read and now to try and summarize everything? This is going to be difficult.
But let's begin, as I said, the development of Antiazoth began back in the 80's, 1984 to be precise. This is the easy part to summarize, since it's just a log about them coming up with potential theories on how to develop the antidote and plans to capture some of the Azoth, for their experiments. It looks like in the 80's, there wasn't a lot of proxies running around like there is today, which makes me wonder, how did they even know about Azoth back then?
There were probably some proxies back then, without the terminology we came up for them today of course, now I'm really curious as to how everything worked in the early days.
Anyway, a decade of these logs is dedicated solely to plans and failed attempts at capturing Azoth. I am not going to go over their failed plans, what I will however talk about a little bit is their final attempt at capturing Azoth. Or rather, their ability to predict where our tall friend would appear, for about a decade they tried to grab a piece of Azoth by attempting to rip it off of Slender himself, problem was, they couldn't track him, couldn't predict his movements, no surprise, we still can't do that today.
But somehow, someone, managed to, for a short while, their logs mention an anonymous source, which has apparently been aiding their organization for a while now, enough for them to trust this source, according to the logs, this source was able to give them the exact time and location of a victim that Slender was about to reveal itself to for the first time.
According to the log, the source turned out to be pretty correct, a few details were wrong, like the time, the organization ended up arriving late, the victim was already traumatized and scared, meaning that Slender already did the job and left. The retrieval group was about to leave, but not before the victim started having a coughing fit, spitting out black substance instead of the blood. The retrieval group took the sample and since then, they studied it, whilst keeping an eye on the victim.
When they were able to determine that the sample they retrieved was exactly what they needed, they kidnapped the victim, dissected them and that's how they managed to learn, way before us, that Azoth manifests inside a person's body.
This is the interesting part about this organization, they've been way ahead of us since the 80's, probably even further back, since only this documentation, which only documents their experiments on Azoth dates back to the 80's, for all we know, these guys could have been around for a much longer period of time, in fact, I'm willing to bet my hat on it.
Apparently they were either able to predict the invasion of other Fears, or the other Fears were already here since the 90's, something I highly doubt, because for the longest of time, when the Internet only caught whiff of Slender, it was just him, makes no sense why the other Fears would stay quiet. So we must assume that they were able to predict it, since they were talking about, in their Azoth experimentation logs, exposing it to other creatures, which descriptions match that of The Black Dog and Rake.
From then on, we have several years of constant experimentation with different materials, very similar to what I'm doing, except they lacked the knowledge then, that I posses now, and some of these lead to nothing, others lead to devastating results. They tried using Azoth as weaponry, by putting it inside of bullets, according to the logs, upon pulling the trigger, the gun exploded, ripping off a shooters hand.
One time, one of their workers took no precautions, which led to a bit of Azoth latching on to him and going inside of him through his nostrils, after which it began to infect the testers bloodstream and etc. While it was a loss, according to the logs, it was also a gainful outcome, because they allowed Azoth to grow inside of the tester and after they considered that it was enough, they would dissect him and retrieve more Azoth, after which, they began farming Azoth, which makes me wonder, how much of it they have by this point.
I'm just going to skip to the point of where they finally developed the antiazoth, which was a breakthrough that happened only thanks to their anonymous source, yet again. Apparently they were scheduled to receive a package from their anonymous source, as the documentation reads, the package was a severed, white, pale human finger, the thing that was special about it, was that the blood seemed to be extremely pale, practically pink.
Next thing they did, was cut off the ti of the finger and insert azoth inside of it, after which they put the tip under a microscope to see what would happen. Now I'd like to remind, up to this point in time, a human body was never able to reject Azoth, anybody who has been infected with it, was stuck with it, the only times I can remember anybody coming close at halting the Azoth spreading process was Redlight, who somehow managed to wipe the memories of those who were being stalked by Slender, which somehow prevent the grow of Azoth, otherwise the mind wipe would never remain permanent; and Sagari, who (Assuming, thanks to Sanctuary only) was able to just outright block the Azoth from spreading further inside a human's body. Even then, those two instance are just assumptions on my part, based on the idea that Azoth is capable of controlling a person's nervous system, which creates hallucinations, visions and etc.
So what happened? Well, according to the logs, the antibodies of the finger's blood cells began to latch onto the Azoth and slowly get rid of it, once they got rid of it, the antibodies seemed to begin to die off themselves. The researchers tried to analyze the pale blood as much as they could, but they saw no difference in it, compared to regular human blood, apart from the fact that this blood's antibodies were capable of defending the body from Azoth, but at a loss.
And this is what this liquid I have on me right now, is. It's the blood from that finger, one vile of it, stored in a mini freezing container, I'm sure they have plenty more. Apparently, they are still trying to figure out on how to use this Antiazoth without the destruction of a person's immune system.
Well, the reason I took the chance and stole this sample is because I have a hunch and an idea on how to turn this into a working Antiazoth, but I will talk about that, when I actually get any results.
I'e spent so much time reading their logs and documentations on this particular liquid they were developing, I thought I'd never finish, they went through a very difficult process to create this antidote, according to their logs, this antidote has been in development since the 80's. I had to go through 31 years of documentation, I had trouble remembering everything I read and now to try and summarize everything? This is going to be difficult.
But let's begin, as I said, the development of Antiazoth began back in the 80's, 1984 to be precise. This is the easy part to summarize, since it's just a log about them coming up with potential theories on how to develop the antidote and plans to capture some of the Azoth, for their experiments. It looks like in the 80's, there wasn't a lot of proxies running around like there is today, which makes me wonder, how did they even know about Azoth back then?
There were probably some proxies back then, without the terminology we came up for them today of course, now I'm really curious as to how everything worked in the early days.
Anyway, a decade of these logs is dedicated solely to plans and failed attempts at capturing Azoth. I am not going to go over their failed plans, what I will however talk about a little bit is their final attempt at capturing Azoth. Or rather, their ability to predict where our tall friend would appear, for about a decade they tried to grab a piece of Azoth by attempting to rip it off of Slender himself, problem was, they couldn't track him, couldn't predict his movements, no surprise, we still can't do that today.
But somehow, someone, managed to, for a short while, their logs mention an anonymous source, which has apparently been aiding their organization for a while now, enough for them to trust this source, according to the logs, this source was able to give them the exact time and location of a victim that Slender was about to reveal itself to for the first time.
According to the log, the source turned out to be pretty correct, a few details were wrong, like the time, the organization ended up arriving late, the victim was already traumatized and scared, meaning that Slender already did the job and left. The retrieval group was about to leave, but not before the victim started having a coughing fit, spitting out black substance instead of the blood. The retrieval group took the sample and since then, they studied it, whilst keeping an eye on the victim.
When they were able to determine that the sample they retrieved was exactly what they needed, they kidnapped the victim, dissected them and that's how they managed to learn, way before us, that Azoth manifests inside a person's body.
This is the interesting part about this organization, they've been way ahead of us since the 80's, probably even further back, since only this documentation, which only documents their experiments on Azoth dates back to the 80's, for all we know, these guys could have been around for a much longer period of time, in fact, I'm willing to bet my hat on it.
Apparently they were either able to predict the invasion of other Fears, or the other Fears were already here since the 90's, something I highly doubt, because for the longest of time, when the Internet only caught whiff of Slender, it was just him, makes no sense why the other Fears would stay quiet. So we must assume that they were able to predict it, since they were talking about, in their Azoth experimentation logs, exposing it to other creatures, which descriptions match that of The Black Dog and Rake.
From then on, we have several years of constant experimentation with different materials, very similar to what I'm doing, except they lacked the knowledge then, that I posses now, and some of these lead to nothing, others lead to devastating results. They tried using Azoth as weaponry, by putting it inside of bullets, according to the logs, upon pulling the trigger, the gun exploded, ripping off a shooters hand.
One time, one of their workers took no precautions, which led to a bit of Azoth latching on to him and going inside of him through his nostrils, after which it began to infect the testers bloodstream and etc. While it was a loss, according to the logs, it was also a gainful outcome, because they allowed Azoth to grow inside of the tester and after they considered that it was enough, they would dissect him and retrieve more Azoth, after which, they began farming Azoth, which makes me wonder, how much of it they have by this point.
I'm just going to skip to the point of where they finally developed the antiazoth, which was a breakthrough that happened only thanks to their anonymous source, yet again. Apparently they were scheduled to receive a package from their anonymous source, as the documentation reads, the package was a severed, white, pale human finger, the thing that was special about it, was that the blood seemed to be extremely pale, practically pink.
Next thing they did, was cut off the ti of the finger and insert azoth inside of it, after which they put the tip under a microscope to see what would happen. Now I'd like to remind, up to this point in time, a human body was never able to reject Azoth, anybody who has been infected with it, was stuck with it, the only times I can remember anybody coming close at halting the Azoth spreading process was Redlight, who somehow managed to wipe the memories of those who were being stalked by Slender, which somehow prevent the grow of Azoth, otherwise the mind wipe would never remain permanent; and Sagari, who (Assuming, thanks to Sanctuary only) was able to just outright block the Azoth from spreading further inside a human's body. Even then, those two instance are just assumptions on my part, based on the idea that Azoth is capable of controlling a person's nervous system, which creates hallucinations, visions and etc.
So what happened? Well, according to the logs, the antibodies of the finger's blood cells began to latch onto the Azoth and slowly get rid of it, once they got rid of it, the antibodies seemed to begin to die off themselves. The researchers tried to analyze the pale blood as much as they could, but they saw no difference in it, compared to regular human blood, apart from the fact that this blood's antibodies were capable of defending the body from Azoth, but at a loss.
And this is what this liquid I have on me right now, is. It's the blood from that finger, one vile of it, stored in a mini freezing container, I'm sure they have plenty more. Apparently, they are still trying to figure out on how to use this Antiazoth without the destruction of a person's immune system.
Well, the reason I took the chance and stole this sample is because I have a hunch and an idea on how to turn this into a working Antiazoth, but I will talk about that, when I actually get any results.
Wednesday 25 January 2017
Post #19: Headache
Hannah is proving to be a real headache.
As she mentioned in the previous post, I refused to go help out a complete stranger, even though I had the means, that is for various reasons which I think are very logical.
First of, as I said, she's a stranger who went into complete silence few months ago, much like everybody else. All of a sudden she pops back up, makes a post requesting for help and all of a sudden, apparently, in the mind of Hannah, I must go and help her out. Ignoring the fact that I didn't know her before and even now, it could easily be somebody impersonating her, there's too many factors at play for me to risk my silence and safety.
Second, I'm busy, this white substance that I was able to steal, it's been eating away at my time ever since I got it under a microscope. I've been running so many experiments with it, exposing it to different materials, mixing it with other liquids, all while I try my best to grow more of it, it's a frustrating combination of curiosity and patience that is at play here and I don't have time to waste, helping somebody, whom I didn't know before, not to mention, somebody who could be long dead and their blog is being used by someone else.
Whatever the case, all of that doesn't matter now, Hannah went on her way to help Katherine out, using my method of transportation, without my permission. That particular method of transportation is reserved for specific situations only, using it attracts attention, gives away my position, luckily enough, this time, nobody seemed to have noticed, which is good, I didn't want to move equipment again.
Now that Hannah broke the silence and luckily enough, it seems like that nobody can follow up on the lack of silence, I think I will proceed to publish posts once again. During my silence, I made some interesting discoveries and observations, which I am dying to share.
As for Hannah, wherever she may be, whether she made it to Katherine, or not. She's on her own.
As she mentioned in the previous post, I refused to go help out a complete stranger, even though I had the means, that is for various reasons which I think are very logical.
First of, as I said, she's a stranger who went into complete silence few months ago, much like everybody else. All of a sudden she pops back up, makes a post requesting for help and all of a sudden, apparently, in the mind of Hannah, I must go and help her out. Ignoring the fact that I didn't know her before and even now, it could easily be somebody impersonating her, there's too many factors at play for me to risk my silence and safety.
Second, I'm busy, this white substance that I was able to steal, it's been eating away at my time ever since I got it under a microscope. I've been running so many experiments with it, exposing it to different materials, mixing it with other liquids, all while I try my best to grow more of it, it's a frustrating combination of curiosity and patience that is at play here and I don't have time to waste, helping somebody, whom I didn't know before, not to mention, somebody who could be long dead and their blog is being used by someone else.
Whatever the case, all of that doesn't matter now, Hannah went on her way to help Katherine out, using my method of transportation, without my permission. That particular method of transportation is reserved for specific situations only, using it attracts attention, gives away my position, luckily enough, this time, nobody seemed to have noticed, which is good, I didn't want to move equipment again.
Now that Hannah broke the silence and luckily enough, it seems like that nobody can follow up on the lack of silence, I think I will proceed to publish posts once again. During my silence, I made some interesting discoveries and observations, which I am dying to share.
As for Hannah, wherever she may be, whether she made it to Katherine, or not. She's on her own.
Tuesday 24 January 2017
Right, so few things.
#1: Min is back and that is awesome news, cause she is, literally, the only one I can have friendly chats with, don't get me wrong, I'm absolutely happy that she is still kicking in general, but this whole isolation in the depths of nowhere thing that Ghost forces me to undertake is grating and believe it or not, he is not the best conversationalist. So Min, good to have you back and happy 20th Birthday!
#2: G is a dick head! Few minutes ago, this innocent girl, who doesn't jack about this running situation, who had found herself in a very crappy predicament and is in dire need of help, published a post in which she requests help. Now I told her to calm down, under the idea that Ghost might be able to help her, but when I came over to ask him for help, he refused, yammering some shit about concentrating on this white liquid he's been studying for several months now non-stop, to the point of obsession. I tried to convince him, but we just ended up yelling at each other. Which brings me to my next point...
#3: G is asleep right now, so screw him, I'm helping her myself, he'll be pissed, but I don't care, I refuse to stand by in this dungeon shit-hole any longer.
With that said, Hannah outsky.
#2: G is a dick head! Few minutes ago, this innocent girl, who doesn't jack about this running situation, who had found herself in a very crappy predicament and is in dire need of help, published a post in which she requests help. Now I told her to calm down, under the idea that Ghost might be able to help her, but when I came over to ask him for help, he refused, yammering some shit about concentrating on this white liquid he's been studying for several months now non-stop, to the point of obsession. I tried to convince him, but we just ended up yelling at each other. Which brings me to my next point...
#3: G is asleep right now, so screw him, I'm helping her myself, he'll be pissed, but I don't care, I refuse to stand by in this dungeon shit-hole any longer.
With that said, Hannah outsky.
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